2007

Amidst my busy schedule…God is near


My friend Joyce posted a blog the other day about how much time she spends working on her flower gardens and not enough time enjoying them. She had bought several items that were supposed to attract hummingbirds but she was frustrated because she hadn’t seen one of these unique birds yet. So one day, she decided she was just going to sit outside and watch. To her amazement she discoverd that many hummingbirds were visiting her garden, but she was always just too busy to see them.

Her story really spoke to me and challenged me as well. The day after reading her post I found myself outside watering the yard and flowers. I was “trying” really hard to relax when I had a wave of stress and guilt come over me. I could hear my boys inside playing and I began to think, “what am I doing out here, I’m wasting my time. I need to be inside doing laundry and playing with them and getting ready for work.” I couldn’t stop thinking of all of the things that I had to do that day and of all the things that I could be in the house doing right at that moment. Then I thought, “no, I’m going to stand out here and enjoy this time of peacefullness and listen to the rythmn of the sprinkler hitting the leaves of my plants.

As an important sidenote, I must say that I have a terrible fear of flying/stinging insects. So much so that I often panic and start crying when they are around. (silly I know) But, at that time of feeling all of the sress I heard my worst fear…bbbzzzzzzzz….I looked around ducking and found that it was not a bee, but it was a hummingbird!!! I couldn’t believe it. That is the only hummingbird I’ve EVER seen at my house!! I felt God telling me that He loved me and appreciated me loving His creation.

God really uses nature to speak to me, it’s AWESOME! Honestly, it’s been a while since I’ve sensed His presence like that. I feel as if He’s drawing me near to prepare me for something. Maybe not though. Maybe He’s just drawing me near to simply be near to me. I am His daughter you know.

Quick little ditty about my reunion!

A couple of weeks ago, I traveled with my family North to Lee’s Summit, MO to attend my 10 Year High School Reunion. I couldn’t belive it had been that long, but I think everyone says that right? It was a whirl-wind trip. We arrived in Lee’s Summit at 1:30 a.m. Saturday morning and left at 11:50 p.m. Saturday night.

Then, that’s right folks, we drove all night!!! Well, we had to get back for church. You would have done the same thing I’m sure. Maybe not, we’re a little crazy sometimes.

The reunion was strange to say the least. We had a good time, but it was weird to see people I hadn’t seen in that long. Most people looked the same just a little older. I got to see my best friend Alisha and her husband which was pretty cool. My other really good friends weren’t there. One lives in England and the other in Oregon.

The real fun started about 3:00 a.m. Sunday morning when I was jamming to The Cranberries Greatest Hits! I had that stereo so loud so I wouldn’t fall asleep. My boys didn’t seem to have any problems sleeping through it.

Not much more to say about that really. I probably won’t see most of those people until the next reunion. It really gave me some perspective on high school. Now, if I can only explain all of this to our teens at church who freak out if they have a bad hair day!

Trip to the Kansas Mountains

I’m sure that not every one is aware that the state of Kansas actually has some very beautiful and breathtaking mountains. Yes, it’s true, when driving across the lovely state you may be saying to yourself, “if I just shut my eyes maybe my view will improve,”…and then you see them. Far off in the distance at first, then closer and closer…yes, there, there are mountains in Kansas. And oh, look at the snow, how beautiful. “Thank you God for creating such awe inspiring views for my bored eyes!”

I know this is probably not making sense to many, but it’s all too familiar to me. You see, when you have been in a van with teenagers longing to stretch your cramped legs in COLORADO your mind begins to play tricks on you. When you want to see something but don’t, your mind somehow creates that image to please your senses. This is very common in the desert but I experienced it just the other day on our way to Colorado for our teen ski trip. This would be my first time skiing and I was pumped to say the least. I couldn’t wait to see the views, the mountains covered in snow, my breathe visible for the first time this year and to see what it’s like to look down from the top of a mountain.

Well, my hopes were dashed about 37 miles from the Colorado state line somewhere close to Garden City, Kansas. We knew there was a blizzard heading for our destination of Winter Park Resort outside of Denver so we left Hot Springs a day early hoping to gain a little extra time to navigate through the storm. God had different plans for us. Shawn had said that he felt this trip was vital for our group to bond. And bond we did. We bonded all day. We bonded all night in our 15 passenger van. We actually had 2 vans and it was amazing to see God’s Spirit guide us on our trip. Thoughts of the famous Donner Party flashed through my mind as the teens stocked up on water at every gas station “just in case”. Our plan to take hwy. 75 was changed when it closed. So we decided to go a little south to cut over to hwy. 25. Well, then the road we were taking to get to 25 closed. In fact the entire eastern part of Colorado closed. It was no use, we would not be going skiing after all. We decided to make the best of it and stay the night in Garden City and go hang out at the Target in town for the 3rd time that day. While going in to check into our hotel, we got another weather report that the stalling storm was now moving and it was moving toward Garden City. YEA! Now what? Let’s go to the fun town of Wichita, now there’s a happening place if I ever saw one! (I really can’t be too sarcastic, I am living in Arkansas.) Waking up the next day in Wichita instead of Colorado was disheartening but we were relieved when we saw the weather channel that morning with a report saying that Garden City got a load of snow and we would have probably gotten stuck there. At least we would have gotten to actually see some snow I guess…we might have starved, but we could have seen snow!!!

All is good. I can return the ski socks and mittens I borrowed from a friend who used to live in Denver and skied every day. I will have no exciting ski story to tell her, but I will be able to tell her that God protected us which is pretty exciting.

Even more amazing than that the teens didn’t complain at all! They were great. Sure we were all disappointed, but we didn’t let it stop us from making new memories and BONDING in every sense of the word! Lest I remind you of what it smells like in a church van on a 32 hour ride?!?! Some one once said that getting there is half the fun. Well for us, getting there and getting home was 100% of the fun!

I need your creative help…

I’ve got a quick question for you. There’s a lady in my bible study who is an artist and is taking a portrait class at the college here in town. She asked if I would be interested in modeling for the class. (I will be wearing clothes in case you’re wondering.) But here’s the problem. She said to think of some type of “costume” for the portrait. She said some just wear a big hat or something simple. I’m all about simple. It shouldn’t be obnoxious or anything b/c she’s going to give me her painting of me when she’s done with it and I don’t want to look at it and just laugh. Maybe I could give it to my mom or something. Do any of you have any ideas?